Schoolday windows .. .
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Jam on it…
Old boots drawn on a blackboard wall
no creativity in the assembly hall
kids line up for their detentions
who came late to the roundabout
when we were students in the forum
ruled by slipper, cane and ghosts
we joked about it as we stood in line
forget your p.e. kit – pay the fine
rule of law says don’t talk back
boys turned men at initiation ceremony
press-ganged onto the ‘operating table’
wartime values becoming unstable
like dynamite, the kids were not alright
maleness corked, bottled, so uptight
fights after school not tolerated
boys at back of class masturbated
next door the girls wore black tights
while schoolboys debated their teats
learning the best adolescent behaviour
’till secondary schools eventually merger
sadists in tweed jackets, brillcream-cuts
leather elbows n’cuffs no idea about children
junior teachers who constantly bungled
stepping through the blackboard jungle
sash windows, grubby nine-inch panes
tell tales of misery by classroom stains
a trashed chemistry lab, corridor fights
keep you looking over your shoulder
the awesomeness of art still calling
Mr Morgan not caning our asses
was now in the art-room drawing
the most beautiful boots I ever saw
then came the old school reunion
Dianne Seizer whose tits were huge
had died while swimming we discovered
Richard and Susie now bedroom lovers
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INSINCERE INTENTIONS .. .
Insincere Intentions ..
I wrestle with my anxiety
who calls her Joanie
everyday there is someone new
something new
knocking at my door
demanding my attention
who tries to bring me to the floor
the cold, hard floor
we who wrestle on the floor
where I find all my best solutions
I miss my bottle, my jug of juice
my desire to get off my head
on alcohol
and miss the strife
do you miss me
as much as I miss you
I’m damaged, I have a fault
it runs right through me
like a seam of granite rock
a marbled steak
a root the size of Gibraltar
I’m Johnny Depp
she’s Amber Heard
cutest anxieties in the world
my desire is to be rid of you
till you are a bottle floating on the sea
a message written within
inscribed in lead
who calls her graffiti
who calls her graffite
a worthy message
that will maybe sink
or will it float
the rushing, salty sea rising
maybe dash my hopes
of rising to the top
©edenbraytoday24.05.2022
APPENDIX ; FOOTNOTE
In the case of Johny Depp and Amber Heard there is a bottle and the case rests alone on the spin of that bottle – if it is true then Depp is indeed a monster and if it is a lie then Heard is worse than a curse ~ edenbray29.05.2022
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