1984 came, went & is no more .. . ditto

1984 came, went & is no more .. . ditto

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the phone rang and Ahmed spoke so kindly

if Ahmed were his name

we talk in circles

if anyone’s to blame

it is not Ahmed

Ahmed does not live here anymore

he went away

i stopped ordering any parcels

dealing with the arseholes

who clog up my line

cholesterol users and feminine abusers

the politic is strained

on our semi-island of reform

it is 1984 and we have been here

many times before

choose the air of freedom if you can

the summer of the sixties

when life was unplanned

and we all were victorious

before the autumn of regret

our awesome winter of discontent

Winston met Kid Charlemagne

our future’s were all set

beanbags and gonks

TOPO GIGIO

clap your hands and think of breezy Brighton

the rampages and nights in prison

drunk drivers, spilt semen

when young women still had hymens

and grandfathers were laid to rest

.. .

it’s all gone now

and what is left is an androgynous queue

of surfeits and forgotten promises

the decay of western values

the chaldeans and the philistines

overturned the fence

questioned the agent’s brief

Eldorado another busted cistern

of solitude and grief

where rats gain 

all the understanding

and buddhist chimes are rife

stonewall the fascist pigs

revile all religious creeps

they just create schisms

and we are all left hanging on to life

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birth lines .. .

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birth lines .. . 2nd edit

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i was born
put my heart into it
kicking, screaming
breathing

i put my soul into it
they say you cannot
believe in the soul
unproven, undefined
and imagined yet
imagination is primal
an energy within that
inspires to inform
a prairie fire that burns
engenders metamorphosis
makes us more than
meteor travellers
of space in time
a denim chevrolet
with chromatic fenders
leathered bench seats
out on the highway 61
going anywhere
this becomes a metaphor
with hot wheels
smooth, soft edges
and a yearning centre

i was born amid
the bloodshed of
mucous trenching in
fields of purple placenta
added heartbeat
providing centre
shelter for the son of man
the essential other who
commands us to go over
face the barrage of
indiscriminate shooting
fear of human loathing
rape and warfare
who births the innocenct
smile within the
genetics of causality

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illustration : ‘Head of Christ’ – after George Roualt – 1905

oil on canvas 450mm x 500mm x 37mm by the author ©stephen Eede

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NÜRNBERG 600 (Patrick’s Cool Lament) .. .

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©edenbraytoday07.08.2026

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lest we forget or have never been told .. .© 10 days ago, edenbray the beat poet (© Stephen Eede)

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IF JUNG WERE HEAR

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©edenbraytoday10.08.2026

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THE DREAM OF GERULAITUS .. .

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©edenbraytoday18.08.2026

say no to artificial intelligence excepting speak and spell .. .

note: r.i.p. – with deep respect to the tennis star – Vitas Gerulaitus (1954 – 1994 ) something of a teenage hero

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SISYPHUS and HIS STONE

Sisyphus and his stone .. .

Pushing the rock up a hill
did not seem as vapid as
it had for twenty years or more 
i was submerged in a pool of
philosophy and yearning

i did not understand 
whatever was expected 
as if anything had been 
expected at all; pushing 
a lifeless shapeless entity

when others emerged out 
of darkness we sat together 
reminiscing of the past:  
victories, nostalgia and regret
uncertain plans for the future

it seemed an absurd venture
i learned to chisel at the rock’s
face, make changes to its shape 
there emerged a likeness to myself 
i soon became dissatisfied with 

each day the rock appeared
a little heavier, more difficult 
to grasp – i took a hammer 
and pummelled it to dust 
gathered in a builder’s sack

i tied the sack with rope to
make a sling and yoked it to 
my back; i dragged the awesome 
bag yet yearned to feel again 
the rasp of rock against my skin

i spoke with the chemist and 
a builder, learned by apothecary
of arts;  burned powder in a
kiln, mixed in my sand and 
a little water: recreated stone.

my new rock was square with 
corners, smooth, and plain
more unwieldy than before
i made a lever for my shoulder 
to move this monolith i’d made

the more i learned of science 
and philosophy the heavier 
my responsibility to the gods 
for the charge they had given
the more i wished not to become a slave

each time the rock hurtled 
back toward the ground it lost
another corner, another edge
i remained determined at my 
duty i would not relent

futility of life and despair 
grew inside me as days passed 
yet i remained happy at my work
catching moments of pure joy
as I wandered down the hill

life seemed soon it might 
end and my rock be left alone 
i had learned to think of others
my rock had turned to bone
flesh of my flesh; dear to me

the day arrived at summit of a 
hill i realised were in fact a cliff
i made my leap of faith into the sea
a hundred leagues below; my rock 
fell back as before and i was free

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©edenbraytoday15.08.2026

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RADICAL BEAT POET

radical beat poet .. .


wherever dust settles
and the folded flag lays flaccid
sprinkled with bloods of the innocent
a partizan and his gun
the zealot in his zeal
pontificates of power rest easy
who hold the bigger gun
wield one thousand brave men
and women in their khaki's
and their wine epaulets
their medals shining brightly
to catch heaven's glory
through the sun edged clouds
where thousands lay dead
on fields of Flanders
the killing fields
we spoke of once before
we stood among the ghosts
nailed to white concrete posts
each had his pieces placed in a box
his femur and his clavicle
his broken head with one eye rolling
his splintered leg
young men's testicles
hanging freely
we can put this down to loyalty
frailty; ignorance
or hang their memories
on an epitaph upon the skyline
where once Mary Magdalene lay
to see her beloved walking
in the gardens of Gethsemane
and other bolden stories
we read from a large, black leather tome
carried out on Sundays
past the unknown soldier
the woman caught in sin
pro-creation's fight continuing
in the backstreets, in the dark rooms

wherever dust settles
schemes as plans are made
mankind's ingenuity imagined slavery
they wrote a doctrine to support it
ripped pages from the tome
verses that lay heavy
as were a priest's used tunic
laid beneath the sturdy oak lectern
brother Bartholomew once fashioned
from rough, sawn timber:
brother Bartholomew
who read from the Imitation of Christ
by à Kempis each morning
flagellated to avoid masturbation
when he imagined the breath
or touch or breast of a young woman
the softness of her kiss
her splendid conversation
his shoulder blades raw to touch
with unhealed lacerations
did not deny him
his beliefs or erections
until he found his knotted rope
and drove the monster from him
but when he dreamed
he dreamed the son of man
he dreamed of Sister Martha
among the crockery and the ovens
a stove where he found her naked
spilt his Onas seed on the ground

wherever dust settles
fashionable pessimism ensues
as when mentioning God
you become the hypocrite
the racist, fascist
Islamist or Jew
much worse you are a gentile
who in seeing light has the tainted view
upon the hills of Armageddon
where saints, sinners and dark angels
wait to birth their rights
unravel earth's new skies
Enoch knowing God became no more
Job's end was greater than his before
Jacob wrested the angel
who touched his thigh
the four horsemen approaching
arriving late and saying peace
peace to you my brother, oh sister
where no peace may be found
where are the bells ringing
at the sepulchre
of the ascension
of the dead and dying

wherever dust settles
there you will find
leaches cling to staircases
that raise you up
lift you from the dark pool
where pupfish and toads congregate
and mimic creation
in their cold bloodied way
detached and adjacent
from any human sway
we have lost friends over less
travelled assertive into death valley
and returned confused

©edenbray today13.07.2026

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THIS BRITAIN (2021)

THIS BRITAIN (2021)


THIS BRITAIN - 2021

by edenbray
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I woke one day in that dreadful season
pulling wallpaper from the drabbest ceiling
i heard the cuckoo in my head, a sound
i’d come to dread and larks ascending and
descending to an unmade bed where
art lives for art’s sake ‘neath a poem
of the bard William Blake

I woke in context of a bad dream
where monsters cavort and roll their
pale green eyes beneath the wonder
of clear, bluish skies, the wolds of
March on a winter’s day in a land of
penicillium cheese and home grown
ale from where the dance of America
set sail

There, the rocks of nature:
sandstone, limestone, granite
mountain plundering streams
where Wordsworth said to Byron
'sell me one of your dreams
for a sovereign and a ha’penny
for whosoever shouts the loudest
up on Bleaklow carries home a
pale of sphagnum moss for the
younger Bronte.

Hardy quipped midst the rose
hipped ships of my Dorchester
Ariana bows to her bee loved
Manchester whose losses are
not lost upon the truly holy from
Lindisfarne to St Michaels Mount
and Gwent as we were taught
to wait in an orderly queue
in tower block rain for a ticket
that is money well spent

The wood chip paper falls from
the walls, i dream of Deborah and
the common people, spires and
chimneys, Lowry men, street dogs
Cambridge punts and steeples
it is time to wake up and dress
the children, gather wood, to
honour what is good

I caught a circle in the sky
the RAF fly around above the
fens, the marshland and the wild,
wild sea as gannets patrol the coastline
from Argentina; pirate birds disgorge
the Arctic tern and geese winter
from Siberia; we welcome seaside
entertainers; standup Jimmy Carr and
the Proclaimers who need no retainers

Our history is a Book of Kells, a Magna
Carta, a Road to Wigan Pier, the
Order of the Garter; questions
in an antique quiz for a Bamber
Gascoigne starter and we all saw
Gazza cry; Shankly, Stein and Busby
with other fish to fry one Friday night
in Bootle with Ringo, Richard Starkey

Such malarkey, tis’ not a limerick
by Edward Lear brings good cheer
to people dressed in khaki overseas
in a pea green boat it rivals not
great poet Dante yet if divine comedy
is your desire pull up a chair i'm here
all week for Will Hay an’ Georgie
Formby, you're having a ‘giraffe’ laugh
until your sides ache and split in two

For we own a solid culture out under
the stars – Olivier, Rutherford, Sir
Alec Guinness, Richard Burton; of
early-day saints, the goons, salt
of the earth shopkeepers, flat caps,
Scots and Irish Dragoons, Willie
Shakespeare on the village green
where do the Kinks take banter
from Noel and Liam Galacher and
Damon’s Blur

Listen O’ “Bright star, would I were
stedfast as thou art” were I to begin
again in any other hallowed tone or
were i to feast on luncheon vouchers
inspired by Earl of Sandwich, of
cucumber, egg and cress, buttered
bread, playing cards and cricket
the ambiguity of reason attested to
in season by likes of John Keats,
Wordsworth, Benjamin Zephaniah

Oh Britain roll your blood-red carpets
down and welcome a history of queens
kings and royal swans; a history of
commerce and monetary exchange
Fleet Street, the Bank and Drury Lane
Corgis, the Hillman Minx, Hawker
Hurricane aeroplanes; legends that
show quiet disdain for our current
unholy inaptitude

Stand around Stonehenge or from
whence those stones were hued:
multitudes, whether Whitman or
Pollock imbued, left us in the lurch
America so bright, America, born of a
virgin bride taken from Great Britain’s
side as the rib of Adam’s sleep where
pioneers and pilgrims now gently weep
the pagan circle so nearly complete

Barter not the charter of the Mayflower
sweet English rose must again send
her roots out deep, stand alone in
her seas, build her castles strong as
Lancaster and Stirling, Carrickfergus,
Caernarfon, we have no further duty
of regret, no one has taken greater
blame of colonial shame all disperged
in past Christian blood

Same blood we left in Flander's field
or spilt in building civilisation’s honest
moments, we for long enough were
tied to Moses' burning bush, laid bare
on Isaac’s alter, tho' we attested the
democratic oath more than most and
so, this Britain shake your fiery mane
shout your roar, a dragons at the door
give him no quarter, fight for your sons
and if needs be die for Mrs Brown’s
lovely daughter
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BLACK CHERIES (circa.2011)

Black Cherries (circa. 2011)

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By rain, by the colour of her hair
by the sweet, soft fragrance of her cheek
the curls fell and warmed my senses 
like fragrant oil warmed by a winter sun

she could never take a step by me
but by her own gentle manner and stealth
only time’s extravagant hands could 
mould feelings so hard and scarred

I met her on a Tuesa-day when a kite flew 
and hit the clouds in a bird’s egg sky
it were a bag of surprises that burst and 
spilled shapes, some honey and golden

it never dawned it was tangled wool 
in wild cherry branches, twisted and thorned
none were prettier, long-legged nor honest 
than the raven haired, rose hipped Colene

not Betty Ball, not Mary Lane could catch a fire 
while my silken maid went a walkin’
or smiled, or tidied her hair for she and 
a garland of forest flowers were much sweeter,

she could lean like a willow ash
laugh like a spring of morning rain,
speak so soft or bite like mosquitoes
leave hearts raw, sore or kiss like 
peaches dressed in rose petals

©edenbraytoday20.06.2011 

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another from a retrospective catalogue ©  2 hours ago, edenbray    love • nature • pain • misc   

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FACING OUR HISTORY .. .

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