BEAT

beat .. .

beat, plageurism while writing a sonnet

Sometimes I think I came too late to writing
I should have come first of all
to listen is to spell
to see to speak
to tell all, a rat-fink
when the amber sun sinks in the pan
and the warm good smell of bacon cooking
phenols of clear scotch whiskey
sparkle up your nose
the aurora of a pretty lady
whose smile lifts your Dantė thoughts
of judgement, death and hell
pro-creation is the reason
a message in a bottle
a signature in sand
and all those damn fine cliches
I learned as a kid
with grandparents
a Kerouac without a road
they grew cabbage and leek
and profound mundanity
no tin roof except the jangling stars
Orion, Jupiter and the bats flying
I felt the rain on my face, cold wind in my eyes

I came too late to writing
Whitman had already been and Keates and Kelly
and every name becomes a name-drop
a dead phoenix rotting
a minotaur without a head
crumpled up da Vinci drawings
lost under the bed
I once bought a Djembe
from an African in Italy
at a market in a northern town
he talked while he ate
spat bread crumbs in my face
his sweated brow was full of animus
richness of history, character
I considered him entirely great
we haggled
I paid him 20 euros for his trouble
I bought my African drum home
should I leave it by your gate?

©edenbraytoday11.09.2023

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da VINCI’S FINGER .. .

da Vinci’s finger .. .

alcohol and the elite – a heady mix!

I pick up another bottle
summoned up the elitist
the amateur has gone
still hiding in her tree
is this your chosen brand
can I add mine to the list

I studied nothing more at school
than girls and their knickers
ink blots on the desk
my imagination running wild
blind until I could not see
teacher’s finger pointing at me

it pointed at the ceiling
as in Leonardo’s cartoon
teacher was no madonna
she had bony, arthritic fingers
not really funny except that
teenage boys can be obscene

whoever chooses our lovers
chose not our teachers
who then chose neither you nor me
taught what they thought they knew
nothing about life, living or
the best whisky on the shelf

©edenbraytoday28.08.2023

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BiRTHDAY SONNET DRAWN in PENCIL with NOVELTY ERASER .. .

birthday sonnet drawn in pencil with novelty eraser .. …

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and if I were a rogue elephant
at the zoo where I grew up
presented in the land
where I was born
in the zone of rhinoceros or armadillo
my scaly skin protect me
from that awful sin of adolescence
summer visits upon this gushing train
spewing anonimity with children crayons
these impartial thoughts collide
there can be no immunity
from noise in London town

Camden Town where group leaders
assemble bustling, budding drumsters
we do not ask what type
of which political agenda
their art on street food escalators
broken down where people congregate
at canals, locks, bridges
once converted rivers
beside the opportunity to submit
the fond oppression of knowledge
appropriate to that which no one understands

the march of antelope
within the zoo I was raised
left now to only make conjugal visits
on summer trips by electric train on google-foot
to buy back memories
wrapped in fridge magnets with cellophane
teeming citadels of learning
framed engle culture
the Rosettis come into view
historic subtleties of political reference
they were just people
who stored their lives in writing
painted metaphor with oil
behind glass in pencil, sanguine
where there is now little meaning

there is panic on the streets of London
of Boston, of Birmingham
we have lost our ability to draw or reason
in old St Pancras churchyard
people meet to talk
I hear people singing under shade of tree
a mongrel dog is passing
as we orbit the sun

edenbraytoday24.08.2023

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(italics: reference borrowed from a song written by the Smiths)

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HOW ARE YOUR EYES YOU SEE WITH ? .. .

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how are your eyes you see with?

how are your eyes you see with
do they still revolve within your head
how far Old Kentucky
I’d raise a 1.5 to lift the sadness I almost feel
.
Laura Lee back on her haunches
not a pretty sight dispels the darkness
on her turn, hair of auburn
tricks she learned while still a schoolgirl
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war torn mystery, putrid history
each has tales of hell to tell
wake up boo plant another tree
sit upon your sugar daddies knee
.
simple life becomes a monster
the intellect of internet gross and cold
when our nana chushed our faces
then we never felt alone but cared for
.
steam trains ran through Clapham junction
we watched in line the vapour rise
In our sidings felt sun’s poetic gladness
the rain’s dark thunder rumble on
.
invaded now from every corner

language distorts our ghosts of freedom
heritage has gone up in timber
lights the beacons true flames desist

edenbraytoday20.08.2023

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SAME .. .

same .. .

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ears of corn only whisper in reply
if I have ought to say
this fingered dam grows stone defiant
pain of man-made glass so thicker
duplicate and tempered till unseen
neither frost nor fire may charge
or seal your apoplexy
my honesty prevails upon such sadness
to offer thee a besmirched ear in hope
of your declension
goodnight sweet flower of earth
your scarred beauty
much less you owe to hide than we
our rabid morbidity
spawns actions forced upon you
goodnight again sweet earth

©edenbraytoday8.08.2023

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SINEAD’S DALLIANCES WITH CAPITALISM & FAME .. .

Sinead’s dalliances with capitalism and fame ..

light glances sharply off the wet cobbled lane
it is wet, dark and vaguely cold
like the hand of the soon departed

there must be a reason these words wander and
wonder are similar in sound yet not meaning
trapped as we are by consequence of reason not fact

history and circumstance should have more to say
but I can only write of torture for an hour each day
let rest dissolve stitches from a wound that will not heal

inside the eyes you saw the trauma the voice of Sinead’s pain
her face fragile as the mist upon the cliffs of Moher                                                       Irish lands left alone must now kiss repeatedly to reconcile

©edenbraytoday15.08.2023

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author’s note ~

this is my ongoing tribute to Sinead O’Connor, who I loved and whose heart and soul were damaged but whose voice was clear and ever triumphant – braver than I – braver than most!

edenbray 15.08.2023

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DEAD END STREET .. .

dead end street .. .

There’s a crack up in the ceiling
    and the kitchen sink is leaking’
                                        ~  Ray Davies

.. .. ..
the day closed
when we ran out of path
down by the cherry orchard
reading Chekov

Sibelius, Mondigliani
keepers of bees and hunny
psychotherapy philosophy
the books of R.D.Laing

write what you know
not what you think
Frankie Shaeffer tells the truth
kicks up humanistic stink

different points of view
intellectuals in Bermondsey
or some such other place
Forest Hill when we hung out

the Old Kent Road, Notting Hill
Camden Town, Islington
Shepherd’s Bush – proles live
like struggling insects

who joined an honest queue
for bread or maybe to live better
but when were we free
or ever could we be

when things go wrong
sadistic leaders rise
Nazi Germany in around ’33
possibly a clichê

Timothy Leary, Uri Gagarin
the ultimate Mata Hari
names where I grew up
in another country

francs and lira, japanese yen
do ya’ ken John Peel
or are you Arthur Scargill
when socialism was a thing

the British pound plummets
which is colloquial, metaphoric
not Shakespeare in the park
deja-vu – a new synchronicity

hyper-pseudo sensitivity
are you animal, fish or whore
some people fair
far better at deception

Sally-ann around on Fridays
we had never had it so good
taught to think of others
Biafrans as our brothers

bitter beer, sardines on toast
no queers or untold sadness
faith slightly infinitesimal
psycosomatically brittle

then came Billy Butlin
coca cola and the bingo
no one seemed to notice me
nor ever heard the springs go

Tommy Steele, his smile
Joe Brown and his bruvvers’
mother’s little helpers
Cathy’s up the junction

cockneyed optimism
where did it come from
and when did it depart
on the horse or in the cart

can you feel the rythm
of the four-piece drum
use a plectrum or a thumb
we were all so young

plastic mac wonder
the labour exchange
coffee-table nostalgia
stole our cul-de-sac thunder

©edenbraytoday07.08.2023

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FISSURES IN THE VINYL .. .

fissures in the vinyl .. .

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I wake and rise
    anxiety
fawning skies
    venomous      wan
describe catatonic frenzy
    in two divided worlds
barbaric memes surrender
    quantified of intellect
    and memory

sky skaters
       on the edge
    there is no returning
       the golden bridge
       burning
   down and down below
       a tectonic gorge
       a canoe of words
   thrashing through high water

people were here
     before we came
     were they kindly
     we should have known
        vertigo now calls me
  circle turning
        black vinyl

     question all absurdity
your hollowed face
    anxiety
    spontaneity
    inspired artistry
        the fall of life
chance and change
    travels through a train window
        gaining
        always chasing
    shapeshifters appear
        changing faces
        fear
   nights of insecticidal dreaming

©edenbraytoday31.07.2023

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ANTECEDENT MEME-LIKE GHOSTS ! .. .

antecedent meme-like ghosts ! .. .

A TRIBUTE TO ROBERT JOHNSON

do not stand too long at your delta crossroads
or gaze beyond that vast insomnimaniacal river
where auburn sun still lies dying in the dirt
cursed day that black sea and schooners met

I lose my will alone against dark stained atavism
splintered oar, bilge rats lest friends they identify
when chained to pleasant memories of your youth
those soon sunken, metalled anchors to the deep

empathy and emotion rushes flint to flint
rancid as the feed those learned best to starve
upon thy taunted frame your slave name carved
branded like a demon laid out on gantry stove

navvies all hibernian were brought to order
dug severed holes priceless by each wrecked mile
they earned respect among their heathen sect
their past a mirrored story of famine and regret

cities’ streets walled echo other thunder
histories and time may never meet
they hide incumbent of these many ghettos
where peoples flocked together feel complete

once settled in lands of quarantined disorder
dreams occupied become saltless tears none cried
white-rimmed clouds, black bellied, dispell at journeys end
bring ghosts to heal ensconced of sunnied vistas

such warmth delivered of your musical candour
honesty spites your buried, sonic treasure
what each ancestral order survives finally competes
with every tattooed morcel earth family completes

©edenbray17.07.2023

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THE DOG WHISPERER

I am the dog whisperer!

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I am treason I am subterfuge

I am carnality in a hot dog sausage

abandon hope ye dogs of war

lay your weapons on the floor

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I am the dog whisperer

I speak of honest toil and sweat

upon the brow, the calloused hands

the arms in sun are glistening

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I am the undertaker’s boy in black

I dig graves, wash the bodies

of the dead with spirit and with care

avert my eyes from all corruption

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I am the major’s son deserted

I polish the gun that hangs

upon the wall so royal blue

a partizan, a lieutenant’s skivvy

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I am the miller’s lad

who turns the wheel of fortune

who grinds the grain of virtue

who drinks the shame

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I am beelzebub’s brother

I have no mother only pain

to share with others, abject

despair, cauterised confusion

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I am the day beyond tomorrow

the cygnet of the Swan

to rise high above your trouble

to build bridges of regrets

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I am the dog whisperer

who cannot see but hear you

your high-pitched pain

I sense you in the quietness

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©edenbraytoday13.12.2021
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