HOW ARE YOUR EYES YOU SEE WITH ? .. .

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how are your eyes you see with?

how are your eyes you see with
do they still revolve within your head
how far Old Kentucky
I’d raise a 1.5 to lift the sadness I almost feel
.
Laura Lee back on her haunches
not a pretty sight dispels the darkness
on her turn, hair of auburn
tricks she learned while still a schoolgirl
.
war torn mystery, putrid history
each has tales of hell to tell
wake up boo plant another tree
sit upon your sugar daddies knee
.
simple life becomes a monster
the intellect of internet gross and cold
when our nana chushed our faces
then we never felt alone but cared for
.
steam trains ran through Clapham junction
we watched in line the vapour rise
In our sidings felt sun’s poetic gladness
the rain’s dark thunder rumble on
.
invaded now from every corner

language distorts our ghosts of freedom
heritage has gone up in timber
lights the beacons true flames desist

edenbraytoday20.08.2023

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SAME .. .

same .. .

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ears of corn only whisper in reply
if I have ought to say
this fingered dam grows stone defiant
pain of man-made glass so thicker
duplicate and tempered till unseen
neither frost nor fire may charge
or seal your apoplexy
my honesty prevails upon such sadness
to offer thee a besmirched ear in hope
of your declension
goodnight sweet flower of earth
your scarred beauty
much less you owe to hide than we
our rabid morbidity
spawns actions forced upon you
goodnight again sweet earth

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SINEAD’S DALLIANCES WITH CAPITALISM & FAME .. .

Sinead’s dalliances with capitalism and fame ..

light glances sharply off the wet cobbled lane
it is wet, dark and vaguely cold
like the hand of the soon departed

there must be a reason these words wander and
wonder are similar in sound yet not meaning
trapped as we are by consequence of reason not fact

history and circumstance should have more to say
but I can only write of torture for an hour each day
let rest dissolve stitches from a wound that will not heal

inside the eyes you saw the trauma the voice of Sinead’s pain
her face fragile as the mist upon the cliffs of Moher                                                       Irish lands left alone must now kiss repeatedly to reconcile

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author’s note ~

this is my ongoing tribute to Sinead O’Connor, who I loved and whose heart and soul were damaged but whose voice was clear and ever triumphant – braver than I – braver than most!

edenbray 15.08.2023

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DEAD END STREET .. .

dead end street .. .

There’s a crack up in the ceiling
    and the kitchen sink is leaking’
                                        ~  Ray Davies

.. .. ..
the day closed
when we ran out of path
down by the cherry orchard
reading Chekov

Sibelius, Mondigliani
keepers of bees and hunny
psychotherapy philosophy
the books of R.D.Laing

write what you know
not what you think
Frankie Shaeffer tells the truth
kicks up humanistic stink

different points of view
intellectuals in Bermondsey
or some such other place
Forest Hill when we hung out

the Old Kent Road, Notting Hill
Camden Town, Islington
Shepherd’s Bush – proles live
like struggling insects

who joined an honest queue
for bread or maybe to live better
but when were we free
or ever could we be

when things go wrong
sadistic leaders rise
Nazi Germany in around ’33
possibly a clichê

Timothy Leary, Uri Gagarin
the ultimate Mata Hari
names where I grew up
in another country

francs and lira, japanese yen
do ya’ ken John Peel
or are you Arthur Scargill
when socialism was a thing

the British pound plummets
which is colloquial, metaphoric
not Shakespeare in the park
deja-vu – a new synchronicity

hyper-pseudo sensitivity
are you animal, fish or whore
some people fair
far better at deception

Sally-ann around on Fridays
we had never had it so good
taught to think of others
Biafrans as our brothers

bitter beer, sardines on toast
no queers or untold sadness
faith slightly infinitesimal
psycosomatically brittle

then came Billy Butlin
coca cola and the bingo
no one seemed to notice me
nor ever heard the springs go

Tommy Steele, his smile
Joe Brown and his bruvvers’
mother’s little helpers
Cathy’s up the junction

cockneyed optimism
where did it come from
and when did it depart
on the horse or in the cart

can you feel the rythm
of the four-piece drum
use a plectrum or a thumb
we were all so young

plastic mac wonder
the labour exchange
coffee-table nostalgia
stole our cul-de-sac thunder

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FISSURES IN THE VINYL .. .

fissures in the vinyl .. .

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I wake and rise
    anxiety
fawning skies
    venomous      wan
describe catatonic frenzy
    in two divided worlds
barbaric memes surrender
    quantified of intellect
    and memory

sky skaters
       on the edge
    there is no returning
       the golden bridge
       burning
   down and down below
       a tectonic gorge
       a canoe of words
   thrashing through high water

people were here
     before we came
     were they kindly
     we should have known
        vertigo now calls me
  circle turning
        black vinyl

     question all absurdity
your hollowed face
    anxiety
    spontaneity
    inspired artistry
        the fall of life
chance and change
    travels through a train window
        gaining
        always chasing
    shapeshifters appear
        changing faces
        fear
   nights of insecticidal dreaming

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ANTECEDENT MEME-LIKE GHOSTS ! .. .

antecedent meme-like ghosts ! .. .

A TRIBUTE TO ROBERT JOHNSON

do not stand too long at your delta crossroads
or gaze beyond that vast insomnimaniacal river
where auburn sun still lies dying in the dirt
cursed day that black sea and schooners met

I lose my will alone against dark stained atavism
splintered oar, bilge rats lest friends they identify
when chained to pleasant memories of your youth
those soon sunken, metalled anchors to the deep

empathy and emotion rushes flint to flint
rancid as the feed those learned best to starve
upon thy taunted frame your slave name carved
branded like a demon laid out on gantry stove

navvies all hibernian were brought to order
dug severed holes priceless by each wrecked mile
they earned respect among their heathen sect
their past a mirrored story of famine and regret

cities’ streets walled echo other thunder
histories and time may never meet
they hide incumbent of these many ghettos
where peoples flocked together feel complete

once settled in lands of quarantined disorder
dreams occupied become saltless tears none cried
white-rimmed clouds, black bellied, dispell at journeys end
bring ghosts to heal ensconced of sunnied vistas

such warmth delivered of your musical candour
honesty spites your buried, sonic treasure
what each ancestral order survives finally competes
with every tattooed morcel earth family completes

©edenbray17.07.2023

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THE DOG WHISPERER

I am the dog whisperer!

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I am treason I am subterfuge

I am carnality in a hot dog sausage

abandon hope ye dogs of war

lay your weapons on the floor

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I am the dog whisperer

I speak of honest toil and sweat

upon the brow, the calloused hands

the arms in sun are glistening

.

I am the undertaker’s boy in black

I dig graves, wash the bodies

of the dead with spirit and with care

avert my eyes from all corruption

.

I am the major’s son deserted

I polish the gun that hangs

upon the wall so royal blue

a partizan, a lieutenant’s skivvy

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I am the miller’s lad

who turns the wheel of fortune

who grinds the grain of virtue

who drinks the shame

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I am beelzebub’s brother

I have no mother only pain

to share with others, abject

despair, cauterised confusion

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I am the day beyond tomorrow

the cygnet of the Swan

to rise high above your trouble

to build bridges of regrets

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I am the dog whisperer

who cannot see but hear you

your high-pitched pain

I sense you in the quietness

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SWAN SWAN

swan swan .. .

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I looked out for a white bird
          yon side of greenish river
          where diverging paths lead on forever

I turned left
    where one bird shewed
    its white was bruised, buffered
    awkward in its lay 
    upon a pile of bothered sticks
    its neck arched in a listless curve
    so that it seemed dead
    its head so well hidden

the nest
      a discarded sombrero I imagined
      I spoke to the bird
      which stirred
              it seemed forlorn
              silently surprised
      the stars had gone from its eyes

the dog and I walked on
      to return a little later
      the dying swan
      persisted with its melancholy
      countenance dazed, unassuming

I felt for this bird
      its sad reflection blurred and moving
            it reminded me I must never lose you

and earlier that spring
  I heard their wings flutter-rumble past my head
  trains off-track they flew together
  the noise of their affection deafening

penchant wonder my pearlescent sister
  floats quietly broad of morning light
the day I met thee in such happy ripples
  muddy umber greets greedy foxes
we tasted energy, a dragonfly of air
  midst Danté’s dyke, a devil’s punchbowl
sentience distilled but drank all sadness
  soft charm dispelled the torpid night
chemistry dredged my old grey plumage
  much swans do wonder when life began
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THE MANY LIVES OF A TORTOISE .. .

the many lives of a tortoise .. .

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we are made up of the past
   with pieces added
      joints and fissures

cracks
            knitsugi craft
spurs
            those worn by knights
words
            one hundred meanings

all construct different
   Babel towers formed
      of intellect and fables

let patterns crumble to the floor

stop
            making sense of it
finally
            we run amok
scattered
            of our own conclusions

   crazy people search
   their river sources
   build fires of trial
   and consequence

colloquialisms
            true as trees
language
            of our forefathers

   our mutual associations
   chaos and disorder

some admired, others discarded

these will be burned
   as argument debates
      they turn to pulp

the underbelly of a tortoise
   who carries wisdom on his back
      passioned entrails

navigates all grey flesh arenas
   content upon the margins
      of new discovery

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ON WAKING UP .. .

ON WAKING UP .. .

the psychologists are appearing
in the Metro  
or down by the open sea
the viridian and the creamy white cliffs
so fed up with August promises
slipping away off the edge of time
the sand bar is slipping away
through creative fingers
and an alcoholic stare
I’m calling your name in the dark
but I’m not sure you are even there to listen

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edenbraytoday28.06.2023

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